When taking over the phone! :P

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Was talking to my boss discussing somethings back in my hotel room.  I found the notepad and pencil kept next to the phone. I noticed pencil was sharp and the paper was jus crisp n clean- perfect combination ๐Ÿ˜‰ and my hand started to move. I drew this with minimal lifts, might be jus 3 places. I kinda like how it came out ๐Ÿ™‚

Cheers! ! ๐Ÿ™‚

Have you seen ME ??!!

I am looking for Myself !
In myself for myself !

All that time I spent being your version of ME,
Is not me!
All that pain I endured and had smile on my face,
Is not me!
All that love I shared when was shattered, still had that smile,
That’s not me!
When you make me someone I am not,
Is not me!

I am under the mask!
Under the mask that pretends to be me!
Ignoring the jabs, living up to ones around me,
stumbling and falling , yet on my feet and moving forward,
Of course with the smile and confidence on my face!
Coz that’s  what world looks at, and not my scraped, bleeding knees,
Neither my dirty palms!

I hear a voice screaming from within me!
But, the world around is so loud,
My ears can’t hear the now dull dying voice!
I am lost!  Lost between the world and me!

I still have to find me!
In me, for me!
Have you seen me?!

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Treasure the Emotions – A Wish!

I so badly want to write, my feelings to myself

I go home from work to paint my day in a paper,

Reality pulls me from my reverie and fills my head full of worries

I wish for the infinite time -there was at thing in this so busy world

Which could write on its own as I think them in my mind !!

 

I so badly wish that I could pen down every singly thought I had

When I saw the sun dipping in aย  beautiful lake,

the way sky celebrates the moment with colors,

The first time I saw the sky meeting the horizon with a matching color as far as the line of sight

The excitement I felt when I got my first earnings, the freedom I felt then,

The butterflies I felt when he touched my cheeks with his soft lips and

the way it burned there for days later!

The way Iย  wanted the world to stand still when he swept me off my feet!!

Wish I could lock the emotions flew in me every time I saw my overbearingly loving

Gran on a death bed

I so badly want to freeze the moment when she held my hands to say ‘everything’s gonna be okay’

To frame her tired eyes that sparkled with happiness, kindness and an ocean of love,

The feeling of emptiness that washed over , When I lost the most crucial person in my world!

The thoughts that ran inside me when I saw her body disappearing into the dark,

The horror I felt every time I realize , she’s not coming back,

The love that overflew with in, when I wish she was alive!

 

I so badly want to treasureย all of it,

Everything , of what I feel, I see, I enjoy,

I wish there was a way to do it,

I only wish , at least I can!

All Treasure
All Treasure

P.S : Image courtesy.. ME ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ™‚ !! I could’ve made it a Lil better, but then I couldn’t wait to post this one. So gave up on tuning the picture !