Mine, Yours!!!

My Problems are Mine

Your Problems are Ours

We try to find answers

Find that balance in your life

Endurance is a cheater

It fails me all the time!

My Dreams are Mine

Your Dreams are Ours

We strive to make them real

While I fight to keep mine alive

Compromise is a Cheater

For it fails me every time!

My Efforts are inessential

Yours are significant

I must be patient

For I bear the loss

Patience is a cheater

It fails me all the time!

You do the sacrifices

I be the selfish

All your concerns are screamed

While mine fail to find their voice

Silence is a cheater

For it fails me every time!

All those cheaters help me

In the journey of your success

I fail and forget over and over

For your life has you

While mine has Us!

For you are mine

and I am Yours!!

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Have you seen ME ??!!

I am looking for Myself !
In myself for myself !

All that time I spent being your version of ME,
Is not me!
All that pain I endured and had smile on my face,
Is not me!
All that love I shared when was shattered, still had that smile,
That’s not me!
When you make me someone I am not,
Is not me!

I am under the mask!
Under the mask that pretends to be me!
Ignoring the jabs, living up to ones around me,
stumbling and falling , yet on my feet and moving forward,
Of course with the smile and confidence on my face!
Coz that’s  what world looks at, and not my scraped, bleeding knees,
Neither my dirty palms!

I hear a voice screaming from within me!
But, the world around is so loud,
My ears can’t hear the now dull dying voice!
I am lost!  Lost between the world and me!

I still have to find me!
In me, for me!
Have you seen me?!

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